masaya pa naman ako ngayon. hahaha. =) di ko lang alam bukas. anyway, guiding principle ko na ba ngayon ang there's no day but today? there's no day but today. who knows what might happen in the days to come? ang mahalaga, masaya habang hindi pa nasasaktan. i won't let that happen to me. never. ayoko muna. kaya, sabi nga ni Mad Eye Moody, constant vigilance. sabi naman ng nanay ko, you can do whatever you want just as long as you know what you're getting yourself into, you stand guard at all times, and you're ready to face the consequence alone for every choice you make. no one's there to help you but yourself ("not even me," says my lovely mother. haha. i miss her).

I want to let you know that I'm alright... for now.